And on top of those thoughts
And those small fibers, and those slight strings. you can only feel the pressure, and of which those things is pain. and yes, you can whine, and pressure yourself.
the crimes of the father are passed to the son.
Let yourself be. let yourself be drenched in the consequences of your actions
Alas that is the one thing you can feel. because of all of your emotions rage has settled. And now paranoia follows.
Be it known that you are still in an undisclosed unknown state of mind. And you still have the unregulated nervious system, yet to be known for its breaking point.
Sure, try and go fetch me a leave from the world, but you are so scared arent you little boy? Pathetiqué, but also, vulnerable.
Maybe it is in your best interest to leave the game. stop playing. you already know that the only way to win is to not play.
But what about you? You are very silent.
What do you want me to say? Both of you have good points. Two things can be true at the same time.
Something is wrong. but also someone is lying. It is up to nobody to decide wether the value of pursuing the corrected value in society is even worth the hussle. Imagine the end result ends in less than the starting point.
It is now, just now the moment you have a single tear come out of your body, as your tenderness. and your vulnerable body to bloom, that the world tries you and comes accross your sins.
but arent we a criminal?
lying is a crime.
Everyone lies.
Everyone is a criminal.
Oh not you, you are not expelled. You instead are in the spotlight. as the leaves of tree And the birds sing in harmony. you feel the worst void. You always Always. Look out the window seeing the life go by. And how everyone gets it better.
Everything is going to be fine.
No, you don't know that. You have no way to know that, and no way to get yourself assured of things outside of your control.
So much fear for a man that claims no emotions.
I only said that it goes in many ways, oscilating waves. oscilating amplitudes.
But your natural insticts are the first to be reactivated. So anger, adrenaline. Fear. Pain.
What would the apex predator be without a little of paranoia and a carved chest where fear and coldness habit.