Haven't stopped working. Could I explode?
In one hand I should be prideful that I can pick up a pen or type in a keyboard
In the other I terribly despise the ongoing trend of having to wake up all day and spend the night on the sitting computer, My legs have started to pain slightly frequently.
Hey, it was me who asked it.
But where's the orgasm? where is the fulfilling extasis of coding or making games?
Should be more careful with what I mention now, it is officially the moment to zip up my mouth.
Paraficially it is.
But still, just... not any higher, just the barely minimum.
As if it keeps me in line, sure, a strange static noise moving in between a wavelength band
But its not giving me any surplus.
Only.... keeping me in place.
Which I suspect, fail of me to stop doing this kinematic marathon of working will only stampede me into the asphalt
I feel like im getting dumber.
I notice it... Maybe it is true.
And worse is... I don't complete feel alarmed.
Just... wandering in life.
Floating like a balloon on the lake, shifted by the gentle waves of water covering the body.
keeping a noisy oscillating temperature on my body, while I can feel the sun calmly heat the dryer parts of my exposed chest.
Not... drowning....
But not swimming.
Such a funny place.