party thoughts

The eternal solstice

A beautiful never changing town painted in charming reds and oranges from the leaves and plants of flowers and vines that cover the antique town with the colors of the eternal solstice making a huge contrast to the cold milimétrico and futuristic sight of Aiz. Where every room is perfect and milimetrically measure like the soft silk bed sheets.

I am deeply egotistical, yet I'm not there to feel anything

A husk

A shape

A method actor

When people relish I don't even if we both do the same thing

I can only point my flaws and feel shitty, irritated, sad, but not proud, but I believe I'm beyond people, with higher skills higher cognition.

But I have to be calm, reserved to lie with kindness.

I am simply

Not

There

Is it cowardice?

Maybe I'm just a piece of shit

But please, let me see it then.

Because I don't understand this world.