I'm scared again, and for now for what has yet to happen
The horse game
It has begun. I can see it, formulate, shape itself. I was always doubting if I should move my arms into this mess
But I can see the worst of all. The door is open.
I discovered how to do it. How to reasonably do it.
I hope obscurity, but i also hope change.
what did i used to be...?
I hope this day does not mark the end of times.
The horse game is real....
And it's staring at me.